.wa.. finally going to update my lj le.. XD after so long! Oo

anyway.. thispost is actually to my dearest darling sweetie jane!! XD for being so patient and understanding  with regards to my  absence by her side during the past 2 to 3 weeks.. T.T too much preparation for competitions le.. >< and also to thank her for being so concerned abt my A's as well.. =3 i'll make up for lost time k? from tmr(or next tues on).. devoted a WHOLE LOT more time to you!! can~can~? hugs!! so sorry dear.. for such a busy month.. thank you for ALL THE CARE and CONCERN you have shown me for all this time!! MUACKS!! LOVE YA!!! LOADS LOADS!!! =3 >///<

hahaz.. this might be one of the rare occassions i even type out what happened.. but yeah.. will be blogging close to zero percent from now one. (maybe can blog from another comp) but yeah.. once i've spoken to my CO and everything settled, will be moving into camp le.. my home til i ORD.. =praying that i'll be able to stay..= still.. pending lawsuits, stress.. suicide thoughts.. hahaz.. although not very strong.. cause i want to stay with you de wor dearest!! =3

Current Mood: cynical

>< time for me to go back into the life of a "soldier" le.. haiz.. sianded.. i miss dearest le la!!!! >< why her comp down.. haiz.. her school work how? aiyo.. save up get her a comp ba!! =3 dun like army.. dun like army.. going to request for transfer when i go in.. XD join the band... join the band...

Current Mood: gloomy

hahaz!! firstly.. just want to say that i miss dearest!!! =3 a lot wor!! oh oh!! looking through online.. i saw a few stuff which i wanted.. but i broke le.. neh mind.. XD posting......................... haiz...

Comd SAF BMTC wishes you all the best in your future posting.

Your Posting Order is listed below:

1. You are posted to HQ CAB.
2. Your vocation is REGIMENTAL POLICEMAN.
3. Your are to report to: Changi Air Base (West). Reporting Point at Pass Office.
Reporting Date/Time: 26/12/2007 at 0900 hrs.
Person to report to: Hd PD / PD Clerk
Contact Number: 65864113/4101
You are required to report in smart no.4 uniform (PES E recruits to be in No 3 uniform), except for those assigned to Police Force.
4. Special Instruction:

No camera handphones/ MP3 players/ PSP/ contraband items allowed. Report in Smart No. 4 uniform. You are required to bring along your duffle bag/field pack complete with the SAF issued items given during BMT and 3 x Passport Size Photographs.


omg.. RP.. lolz!! hope i do get to go home.. XD miss lao po de wor!!! oh oh! the nice thing about the new camp.. 2 very nice looking numbers.. 29 and 2! =3 lao po try linking 29 to you ba? hahaz..

Current Mood: surprised

didn't really sleep well at all these few days.. dreamt of a lot of weird stuff.. looks like my mind functions so weirdly that if it were to work when i'm awake.. my memory storage would be so good sia! XD just dreamt of looking through stuff online.. and remembering word for word.. (shocking right? XD i also don't believe sia..)

reading one post makes me tear so much again. hahaz.. really have to thank you dearest! so so much! =hugs= for being there for me.. i love you dear.. so so so much! =3

Current Mood: surprised

is blackmailing so fun to do? seems like i get blackmailed so darn often back home. i really want to leave. not to camp la! >< but yep.. i really really need to settle everything and leave this pathetic excuse of a home. i'm very sick and tired of it. i know i'll be pulling people down if i fail.. why the hell do you think i wake up at the wee hours just to study? oh wait.. you DON'T know that i do that.. not even the sergeants or enciks.. sacrificing my time just for this.. failing all my ippt stations cause i study rather than train.. even my section mates are going against me. its so fun! right?

i'm falling ill le! i think.. missing you dearest! so so so much.. T.T i don't wish to leave your side ever!

=prays hard for dearest's portfolio review later= gambatte dear! i'll always be with you k? hugs!

thankies so so so much for today! dearest was so sweet to chiong finish her stuff last night so she could pei me the whole day! sorry for the irritation given earlier on! T.T haiz.. only could think of a card to give dearest.. >< still thinking though.. at most give her when i book out? watched evan almighty.. although couldn't really laugh.. >< but at least i could be with dearest honey! puri-ed and ate pasta.. twice.. XD then buy mooncakes for honey's family.. ate over at dearest's home.. then a little quiet moment.. sorry for dampening your shoulder! T.T didn't mean to actually.. >< hope you liked that little card.. please take good good card of yourself k?

love you with all my heart. muacks!

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Kimi He

hahaz... second last or most probably last post before i go in le.. >< have to let dearest be happy! haiz.. will definitely be missing her so much when inside.. T.T sia la.. already looking forward to 1st book out le wor! XD

haiz.. shall make full use of tomorrow to make honey dear super happy! dear.. you wanted puri right? will go for it! as many as you want also can! and i'll anything you want me to do k? hugs! let tomorrow be your day! >< wishing to split myself into 2 so as to keep you company with a part of me..

please take care when i'm inside k? sms me whenever you need to! rant or anything.. just tell me k? i love you! so so so much! T.T dang.. the song enhancing the feeling to cry right now.. T.T wait for me k? i'll be right by your side again very soon! (sia la.. sound like as if i going jail like that.. XD)

you'll always be on my mind.. always..

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Futatsu no Negai..

hahaz! sorry honey! for not updating online! >< anyway.. i want to be with dearest to go watch movie with her! harry potter.. haha.. which i promised her i would go pei her watch.. only.. she watching it with her friends when i've got owrk.. so sorry honey! that i can't pei you watch! >< i really can't take off also cause its too last min le.. ><

went cosfest late.. so sorry i couldn't go earlier dearest! >< work in the way again.. haiz.. i need to find better job! XD standby a lot of instant noodles! hahaz..

i miss dearest so so much! even though i'll see her tomorrow.. hahaz.. still.. don't want leave her side!!!!!!!! XD forever! will take good good care of her! very good care! hahaz! muacks dearest! love ya so so much!

feeling a bit down.. but confirm can pick myself up de! i want help lao po do stuff so she not so stress.. >< xing tong la!

Current Mood: high

very long no update le.. so so sorry honey dear! ><
just went for wisdom tooth surgery.. FREAKING PAIN!! hahaz.. the numbness injection didn't really work on my right side.. so was excruciatingly pain lo! T.T haiz.. miss dearest so so much! aiyo.. shan't complain so much.. tmr still can see her! going to leave at 11 or 12 tmr.. hahaz.. love ya loads loads dearest! looking for dir en grey songs.. T.T asked Kie.. but she'll be sending to my email later.. hahaz.. looking for para songs too.. finally passed hard mode for 2 songs.. on the same day.. XD thankies so much for the tip in money go! dearest honey! love ya soooooooooo much! shall go take medication.. the pain is really stuck there.. owww..... and honey? i'm really sorry.. you know what i'm refering too.. hahaz! XD

Current Mood: numb